tolong pikir..

pagi isnin ni..

datang2 keje nak masuk bilik..

disambut dengan name tag yg tercabut dari pintu (uol dah tengok kat entry yg lepas)..

ade 3 pieces semuanya atas lantai (2 soket kiri kanan dan nama saya)..

saya tak snap la pulak gambar sebb takde ada yg special.

tapi yg agak heran..

bila saya cuba lekatkan semula soket2 yg ber-double tape kat belakang (double tape hitam)..

ianya tidak semudah angin boleh ditanggalkan..

disebabkan ianya senget maka saya telah memanggil seorang pekerja dari office utk membetulkannya..

tau tak..nabil terpaksa pakai pisau utk tanggalkan soket itu..sampai senget pisau ku..

solan cepu emas saya..

macam mana tag pada pintu itu boleh jatuh dan tak berselerak di muka pintu? (jatuh elok je)

uol seme bole tolong pikir tak..

angin tak mungkin dah kalau manusia pon kene pakai pisau..

adakah burung hantu yg saya cerita di entry yg lepas yg menanggalkannya?

atau ada manusia yg menjadi burung hantu dan takde kerja lantas menanggalkan nama saya..

kenapa saya?

hanya allah yg tahu dan insyaallah tuhan akan membalasnya cash didunia dan di akhirat juga..

ada screen besar di 'sana" nanti yg kita bole sama2 tengok.

(emosi saya tak tergugat walaupon hari ni isnin..senyum je ni)

it is an..erghh..scary..

assalamualaikum to all,

sebaik sahaja merehatkan badan di kerusi yg tak berapa empuk ni tiba2 ada ketukan di pintu bertalu2..sape pulak yg ketuk nih?..saya pon menyuruh masuk tanpa bangun utk membukanya sendiri (biasala..bapak ketua pon camtu)..

"dr..ada letak apa2 barang kat tepi tingkat ke? cleaner ade tanya, nampak mcm kayu..tapi pelik rupanya" kata sorang staff di jabatan fisio (not my department)..

saya pon ape lagi..kelam kabut, nak pegi selak langsir ke tak.."kak, sebelah dalam ke luar bende tu..saya tak letak ape2 sebelah dalam kat tepi tu"

"tak die belah luar..."

"mari la kak masuk sekali..." saya mengoffer sebb takut sebenarnya..ye la mane tau kut2 ular ke tegak kat situ"

sebenarnya..biar saya cerita serba sedikit keadaan bilik saya ni...satu bilik besar yang dibahagi dua dengan dinding menjadi satu bilik besar dan satu bilik kecil..bilik kecil tu bole la kalo nak solat orr berehat..sesuai jugak kalo letak sofa or lazy chair sambil2 tengok tv (yg tu lebih la tu)...tingkapnya adalah glass window covered with blinder..

sebb akak tu refuse dengan mukanya yg masih berpeluh2 sebb baru sampai keje or sebb takut tak tau la...

saya pon memberanikan diri utk ke bilik sebelah dalam dan menyelak bidai..makkk...saya pon terkejut..ape tuh..kaler cokelat..macam kayu buruk besar tertonggok kat tepi tingkap saya tak bergerak..muka tak nampak...

akak tu pon mengajak aku keluar utk melihat dari luar bilik melalui jalan....ish..pe tu..scary nye..mcm mane leh ade kat situ..bilik aku pulak yg die pilih...agaknya bunyi bising yg kitorang buat dah mengejutkan bende tu..sekali die pon pusing..eiiii..muke die...

betulla nih burung hantu..

"NI BURUNG HANTU...kan kak?"

"entahla akak pon tak tau"..
ye la memang sah..it is an owl..a sick owl i guess..nampak kesan die terberak2 kat tepi tingkap..

sian pulak saya tengok.. tapi muka die scary..

die pandang kitorang macam nak terkam..ape lagi..saya pon nak menyorok takut kene terkam..tetibe betul die bergerak dan terbang tapi bukan ke arah kami..die terbang ka atas bumbung...

dari jauh saya perhatikan keadaannya..tak berganjak..betulla die sakit. dalam hati terpikir..kesian burung tu..dari mana dtgnye dia..mungkinkah anak2 dan keluarga nya tertunggu2 kepulangan burung ni yg dari malam tak pulang sampai dah menjelang pagi...sayu pulak rasa hatiii..

kesan najis yg ditinggalkan

terbang ke atas bumbung...ni jauh tau..serius but then still nampak besar..can u imagine kalau kat depan mata..mau tak terkejut.

eid mubarak 2008

aidilfitri 2008 mencatatkan pelbagai kenangan manis yg sangat memberi kesan di hati. Sangat berbeza sewaktu belum berpasangan dulu. Enjoy nya lain..kali ni enjoynya bila tengok si anak teruna memakai baju melayu..sungguh segak nampaknya.

bagaimanapun..kenangn terakhir bersama arwah abang ipar juga berlaku di bulan syawal yg mulia ini...still remember in the past entry...ada story pasal abg ni sakit...kalau ikut perubatan hospital..it was kongenital heart disease..but then Allah knows best. Tak sangka dia akan pergi secepat ni..semua berlaku dalam masa 2 bulan..dalam masa itulah segalanya berubah...daripada seorang yg kuat berkerja..akhirnya takleh bergerak..edema dari pinggang ke bawah..taknak la cerita yg tu..apa yg lebih penting, arwah berkeinginan utk balik menyambut syawal di kg bersama2 ahli keluarga yg lain...dah dia kembali kepada yg esa pada 6 syawal.

theme colour maroon tapi awat nampak cam merah baju ku..kiut je mirul pakai ketayap..
ini sindrom org baru dapat kaki..ape pon mirul tetap hensem mcm..??? sape ekk?

kepulangannya ke kg juga turut mengubah pendirian one of my brother utk pulang ke rumah setelah bertahun kami tak bersua muka...sudah2 la tu abg li..ambil yg jernih buang yg keruh..kita bukan hidup menongkat dunia..kesian kat mak..anak2 yg makin membesar perlu bermesra dengan sepupu sepapat yg lain...sampai bila hati yg rajuk harus dilayan..yg sudah tu sudah ye..kami semua mahukan keluarga kita mcm dulu..perkara sepuluh tahun yg lepas usah dikenang..semoga syawal kali ini mengeratkan kembali silaturrahim antara kita.

abg li (the 3rd from 8 siblings) & family..(yg kak imah dukung tu amirul)

hah..tengok tuu..dah besar anak dare sorang ni...sampai telentok tido sambil berinai..penat sangat le tu konon..ekekekke..(abg ri sekeluarga)..tengok arr..akram dah hensem..huhu

ni gambar besar utk yg tak cukup besar di atas...lepas la rindu teh lin ye..

Amirul Hadiff @ playground

Amirul Hadiff esok genap umurnya 1 tahun 6 bulan. Petang2 kalau sempat, kami bertiga (termasuk bibik) akan ke playground dekat umah...nape bawak maid? die pon manusia jugak..perlukan hiburan, tak pening ke kalau kerja 24 jam sehari tiap2 hari..at least die dapat menghirup udara nyaman..kelakar bile tengok bibik pulak beriya2 naik buaian..hehehe.

bila sampai kat playground tu tempat mula2 yg dia nak panjat ialah papan gelongsor tu..masalah nye kitela yg kene panjatkan..kalo tak tergolek dok le die..favourite die naik tangga turun tangga.
gambar yang yellowish tu kat IOI Mall..gelap skit..

gambar kecik takpe ye....nak cepat..server lembab.

open house

lama betul tak berblog...bz lately ni...& hari2 lupa nak transfer gambar dari camera ke laptop ni...anyway, sebbkan today is monday & mood pon ok...ape kate kite jengah2 ape gambar yang ada kat dalam hp yg bole di gigi birukan (bluetooth) ke laptop nih..

oh..ada la sikit2 gambar...mula dengan open house dulu..hmmm..gambar raya takde la ye sebb dok dlm camera kat umah.

open house ni berlangsung pada hari deepavali...bukan niat nak buat besar2an pon..cuma sekadar menjemput jiran tetangga yg masih belum bertegur sapa sampai ke hari ni (maklumla everybody is bz every singl day). Selain tu, nak jugak meyampaikan kesyukuran dapat kerja di ukm. terima kasih kepada semua yang sudi menghadirkan diri...(thousand thanks to my x-students, x-mentees, profs, wati n ina - cucms staff)...kepada yang jauh di mata tapi dekat di hati..lain kali bila uol dah ada di mesia..kita buat lagi ye..

ni lah je gambar yg ade..





ni stall western..ada ayam bbq, bbq dressing, coleslaw, baked beans, fries, air rutbeer (semua ni home made tau..my hubby yg buat..i tolong la off course). tukar bakar ayam - min -my brother in law...tq min & mia...
ni pulak menu melayu..ade nagi goreng, meehoon singapore - utk kids yg tak suke pedas..bluebarry & strawberry muffins & karipap ( yg ni semua tempah..tq to mak pah yg sudi tolong masakkan).

let see apa yg ada utk starter..ada rojak petis & pengat pisang...ehem...min membuka jalan ...yg ni saya yg masak...huhu.. rojak petis hubby buat sendiri :)

amira & ariff (medic year 4) tengah menjamu selera...ni la yg paling awai sampai...

ni pulak students yg paling lewat balik..asyik sangat dok melayan amirul..sorry guys gambar tak clear..anyway..meehoon yg oul tapau tu camne leh tertinggal?

with one of my x-mentees...tengokla i yg semakin mengembang..mukaku seperti kembang semangkuk..huhu..

okla..thats all that i have for now..lets have a look utk gambar lain yg ada dalam hp for the next entry.

family day- cherating / abah dan pool nye..

huh..kalo single ni dah terjun laut dah..takpe tunggu mirul besar skit, kita terjun sesama
abah & pool ....

cian mirul demam..

amirul hadiff takut laut rupenye
cherating beach resort

10 month-old amirul hadiff

Amirul hadiff d happy pilot...
Muka sape...mama ke abah..ehheheh..
Bergaya bila nak makan..
Antilop high chair ikea...
Smile smile...like father like son..

selamat bertunang faizah

19 Jan 2008...selamat bertunang to Faizah & Eddy.

Tak sangka pulak kak ros, yeop ngan abg azhar pon balik jugak..

Akhirnya dah jadi tunang org...anyway, life lepas tunang ni banyak dugaannya...

so, faizah..banyakkan sabar..just one thing to remember, syaitan tak suka anak cucu adam membuat kebaikan termasuk la mendirikan masjid...sebab lepas ni tertutuplah peluang syaitan utk menggoda...so banyakla dugaan yg akan dtg...(bercakap based-on xperience)..bende yg kecik pon bole jadi besar dan membawak kepada perbalahan...sabar banyak2 ye...insyaallah..yakin boleh!!

a few pictures taken on that day...

Eid Fitri & Eid Adha...as a daughter, a wife & a mother..

Ni Amirul hadiff dalam buai nicely decorated by kakak2 a day before. Adat 'naik buai' @ berendoi ni masih diamalkan oleh orang2 utara..kalau area tapah tu masih popular lagi ni..
Amirul hadiff dikelilingi sepupu2 yang comel2...diorang ni pon suke no main ngan si kecik tu..

Syawal dtg, syawal pergi and now eid adha has just left me with alot of memories...well..looking back to syawal, this was the first time i celebrated it as a mother & in in-law house some more. Sebab nak kene jaga amirul hadiff, I didnt go for solat raya...just stay at house, mandi2, wear new baju raya sedondon & makeup2 skit tunggu hubby, min, mak and father-in law balik..then we together had lunch, nasi beriyani prepared by hubby..not bad!!!

In the evening, all of us pakat tido ramai2...
Tomorrow morning..we packed all the luggages...and heading to mak & ayah angkat house at peringgit..about 3 pm we make our way to my hometown. Sampai kat Seremban kami singgah sekejap di kuala sawah, kg hubby belah abah. Last2 pukul 6 gak baru bertolak balik tapah...weeehooo...balik kg..oooohoooo balik kg. Miss my family so much, plus a lot of things in my head regarding kenduri akekah for amirul hadiff tomorrow morning...baguskan?!! being the youngest in the family, ada kakak & abg willing to help everything..esok nak kenduri, around 10 pm baru nak sampai rumah..seriously i feel bad for being such an irresponsible person...but alhamdulillah..everything went ok...seronok tengok mak dapat buat marhaban berzanji + khatam quran cucu2nya..

ni gambar amirul hadiff dalam buai...kejap je nak duduk diam pastu nangis sebb dengar suara org marhaban kuat..anyway..i noticed that my baby is so sensitive with loud voice..agaknya die ingat org marah die kut..

hmmm..

cerita pasal raya haji pulak...

tahun ni my turn to celebrate with my family...tahun depan belah hubby, ikut turn la...my hubby and I, amirul hadiff, mak, kak nor, amin & farah (nephew & niece) mengorbankan seekor kerbau utk tunggangan di akhirat..hmm..serius, this is my first x-perience tengok seekor haiwan di korbankan depan mata..korban ni buat kat masjid bidor...ade 6 ekor haiwan dikorbankan & ours it the last.

lagi sedih...kerbau kitorang tu menangis masa dia terbaring lepas ditumbangkan..belum sembelih lagi masa tu..tiba2...dia bersuara sebiji macam org azan dengan sayunya..ramai yg terpaku dengar..tiba2 rama macam nak nangis pulak.

hubby pulak dengan heppinya mencuci segala perut2 yg memng dah aim lama dah nak buat gulai...nasib baik ada sungai kat tepi masjid tu..on the way back dari sungai ada sekor lagi perut yg tertinggal kat bawah pokok..now we know org utara tak berapa makan perut..so, hubby ape lagi..menculik perut2 tu dan di bawa ke sungai uk dibasuh...kelakar bila dah ramai berkumpul..abg ri (brother in-law) pulak sibuk dengan kaki lembu..huhuhu..sorang antu perut, sorang antu kaki..

balik je dari masjid, kami beramai2 bergotong-royong merewang utk kenduri mlm nya. ..kesyukuran sempena dah dapat phd...alhamdulillah, walau pon hujan lebat dan masalah memberus perut hitam yang tak putih2 (ni kerja abg ri dgn hubby), abg sham (brother in-law) pulak sampai kecut jari2 bersihkan perut panjang...akhirnya everything settled..menu utk malam tu:

1. Gulai lemak perut.

2. Sup tulang.

3. Daging black pepper.

4. Tumis kobis (letak perencah sesedap rasa..)

5. Sirap panas..hehehhe..

Alhamdulillah...amirul hadiff pon tak buat hal..syok main ngan kawan2..tak padan ngan kecik, sibok nak join abg2 ngan kakak die yg dah besar!!

Ramadhan 29

today is gonna be the last working day for the whole faculty before eid celebration...'must take leaves' is a week long and the day after the school reopened, my teaching slot will be 8.00am-12.30am for the whole week..perghhh...dasat tuuu..i can foresee i'm gonna have a swing mood on that day. Try to look at the bright side of things...perhaps it could be a good exercise to reduce my overweight weight..kekekekek...not too overweight la..a 5 ft lady with 53kg..with glycogen and fats stored under skin..well, it is a price to pay for having a beloved hansem baby..i sincerely dont mind!!..it is worthwhile!!

another good news, all staffs including academicians is gonna have duit raya from our big boss..alhamdulillah..and i heard the minimum would rm400/head..such a kind-hearted and generous boss!! (puji skeet).. at least it could refill my account!!..tq again Dr. Salmi.

since i will be away for a week..i would write again only after eid break..

lastly...salam eid mubarak to all..maaf zahir dan batin!!

Ramadhan 28

hmmm..still here..breathing and living in this beloved dungeon..

while other people might have make their own way home for eid fitri celebration.

This morning, on my way to faculty..i could see all the happy faces with all the luggages heading to nearby bus stop. I assume all the bulky bags contained all these must have things: kueh raye, dodol, cakes and the most crucial item..baju raya!! (without this, i just don't have heart to beraya).

Well, talking about baju raya..i'm so happy and proud to have a precious hari raya gift from my big boss..its a nice ready made baju kurung and it fits me well. Tq so much to Dr. Salmi for a very nice purple songket tenun..

Well, actually the CPDC (curricular planning & dev. committee) meeting is just over. But it didnt completely over..all the members still needed to seat back and do the vetting process for proffesional exam questions. It is the most important examination for the whole faculty to determine either the students could proceed to clinical year or repeating the pre-clinical. And some more important, this is the first batch of CUCMS students who are going to sit for the exam. After they have pass (each & everyone of them..insyaalah) the exam, they are going to be split to 3 different hospital according to posting that they choose. Pediatric and ONG will be in Putrajaya Hospital, public health in Sepang and the rest in Terendak Hospital. I personally feel extremely anxious how these students would perform in those hospitals...in other words they are promoting CUCMS name to the world outside.

Looking at the mess on my desk..somehow it diminish the excitement..i have alot of things to be done..mock exam to be marked, students folio and log book to be assessed ( 2 batches u know!!) 2 days to go but i just feel as if syawal is a month a head. I'll be on leave on friday, a day before eid mubarak. Hopefully, this coming Syawal will drive me back to human fitrah, which is white and pure with bless from Allah the most merciful.

working on new research proposal

Do not know...wether this is gonna be a good news or not..i've been asked by deputy dean of research to start a research project for my promotion..yes, its good for my future but it is burdensome. Working in multi-tasking environment is so challenging..Other than teaching as the main focus and task...managerial work are here and there...and now..research some more..pheww..i couldn't anticipate how is life would be..

'Research' is close to my heart..i was a dedicated researcher during the time i was persuing my doctorate in UKM. I was conducting a research to determine the effect of palm oil based vit e on hepatoma cells (liver cancer). Alhamdulillah, the findings were convincing..indeed!! I have presented to several conferences locally and internationally...

Past is past...now, i'm no longer in ukm..have to face the reality..i'm working on new research area now, with IJN collaboration ...it's all regarding ischemic heart disease. Being a new private medical university, we have to run 200km/hour while other IPTA breezwalking..and being a junior lecturer it is a compulsory to grab this opportunity to colour my future..and one thing for sure, my x-supervisor, Prof. Dr. Wan Zurinah will always my idol and burning the flame inside me..and i swear it will never turn off.

uppps.. i was carried away with my pleasant memory..anyway, life must go on day after day and hopefully, all the past experiences could be manipulated so that the sweet and pleasant does not turn to bitter.

Syawal is coming, ramadhan is leaving..

Eid Fitri is just around the corner. Exactly a week to go..i could feel the excitement just like the previous years..it was the time when i still single and available..i just can't wait to get back to my home town..break the fast together with mak & ayah. The most precious night is the night b4 eid fitri where all my siblings, nephews & nieces gathered together..i just love how 'tunggang-langgang' my house would be if they start to 'fight'. But for this coming eid fitri, they r going to miss the way i shout at them.."diam la skett..pening pala maksu ni".. owhh..i'll miss u too..

Hmm..i was born in a big family..4 brothers, 3 sisters & i'm the last with 23 nieces and nephews..they are all the cuties and sweeties. The biggest is 1 year younger than me & the smallest one, 2 years old..As usuall, a day before syawal-1st, my job was baking chocolate cake for not only for the guest but also a special one for them..the cuties and the sweeties will be sitting around me to lend their helping hands. Finally, this is the time you r waiting for..now, the cake is ready to be baked and the uncooked residue in the mould now is all yours!! How cute they were at that time licking the mould untill it was cleaned as if it was washed.

It is all different now..i'm a newly-mum with 4 1/2 months cutie. It's gonna be the first experience celebrating eid fitri together with in law family this year..and insyaalah, its gonna be as nice as in my home sweet home..to all my family members..mak, ayah, sisters, brothers..salam aidilfiri & salam kemaafan from me..and to all sweeties and cuties..maksu will come back on the 2nd syawal & we r going to have an enjoyable moment together..wait for the barbeQ night k..

Last but not least..luv u all...