gambar itu kenangan

Today's mission is to clear up my hp images folder.
Ramai yg tertanya2, apa masalah yg saya hadapi sebenarnya.
oklah..let me tell you..my mum was admitted to the hospital last 2 month. She is 76 year old with hipertension (210/90)..this happened all of sudden. All this while she is fine, sihat walafiat & still active with all the marhaban's activities.
Yup, mayb some of you might think...hipertension is not a big thing. u r right. but the symptoms did not stop by the drugs prescribe by the DR. She still having dizziness, kadang2 menggigil. So after discharged from the ward, we decided to take her to KL and stay with my sister since she is housewife. Keadaan makin teruk sampai my mum meracau dan tak kenal org lagi dah. One thing I noticed, kuku mak kelihatan biru (cyanosis) dari mula lagi. I called my sister and asked her to sent her directly to the hospital (selayang). Mak dok sini 5 hari 4 malam. In the emergency, I sempat jumpa dengan DR and asked her about the findings..kate nye, mak kurang garam..the sodium level was very2 low. mayb that was the reason kenapa mak meracau & tak kenal org. ECG result? Normal?..tapi kenapa kuku mcm tu?...dah jenuh dah DR repeat the test yes it's normal. So the blueish of nails (untill now) is not cyanosis and not related to any heart problem (aminn). Habis sebb ape??

I manage to get her the 1st class ward..nak kasi mak selesa. Again, bersyukur dapat join gomen, kalo tak jgn harap la dapat 1st class ward itew.
How is my mum now? masih belum stabil. Badan masih ketar bila jalan. I predict yg sodium level die belum & tak leh nak back to normal level as b4. Pelik kan..hipertension with low sodium level. Now, keadaan keluarga agak kucar kacir, mak di sini, ayah di sana(ayah pon diabetes tu, kalo sihat takpelah jugak)..tak penah seumur hidup I melihat ayah menitiskan airmata, tapi kali ni ayah menangis sungguh2 tatkala melihat keadaan mak yg lesu...haiii entahla..banyaknye nak pikir...mujur ade blog bak luahkan dan ada kawan2 nak baca.

Ni gambar kat ward..sangat privacy tempatnye..opposite room mak datin duduk. ade nampak atok tengah melepak & cucu tengah boring.

Ni gambar khaleeda & amirul hadiff..khaleeda tak malu isap botol dah sekolah...gambar tido tu malam masa mak dihospital, kakak teman mak so, I bawak khaleeda (die cuma ada mak, ayahnya dah kembali bertemu rabbul jalil) balik. tido ngan mirul sedap je dua org tuh.

p/s: mak cakap nak pindah dok ngan i next week..risau hati ni bukan ape..bibik tak biasa buat 2,3 keje satu masa...takut terabai keselamatan anak..ya allah kau tunjukkan la jalan...sesunggunhnya allah maha mengetahui..saya di sini berfikir, terfikir, memikir dan terus berfikir..banyak hati yg harus di jaga..hati saya??

What i need is just some 'ATTENTION'.. aaarrrghhhh..(off-topic)